i want the real. i am so sick of the fake. i go on my phone for hours. i watch tv and youtube and sit alone. i message my friends but it is just letters. nobody wants to call. my friends interact with eachother through likes and posts. i don't understand it. it is not real. i want to see people. i want to sit and chat all night long and hold hands and hug. the school breaks drive me to insanity. it is weird just to ring your friends. why is weird just to ring your friends? we can contact eachother within seconds, yet everyone is too busy scrolling. ten hours a day on your phone, but you cannot call me. why are we all so antisocial? everyone seems so placated with the fake. you are still alone when you spend time on your phone. nobody is really there. i want you to call me. i want you to see me. i want the real.